Joined Dec 28 2013
29 years old
I have been drawn to the world of BDSM for a long time, but have only recently began to actively seek involvement. I found myself in a relationship with a Daddy dom very unexpectedly, though now that it has happened, it feels like the perfect dynamic for me, as well as the perfect man with whom to have it. We have only been together for about a month however, and he is also the only dom I have ever had. There is a reason I have only recently sought to meet and talk to doms, and part of that reason is because while everything in my body and heart pulls me to be a submissive, I also have resistance; a stubbornness which usually gets me into trouble. I would like to fully accept who and what I am without that angry little side of me rearing it's ugly head, trying to tell me that what I feel is wrong, making me think it is misogynistic. I am truly as much a feminist ( believing women are no less important than men) as I am a sub. These two things do not actually contradict each other. I believe that being submissive does not mean that I am a lesser being, but that my daddy and I are simply two sides of the same coin; we compliment each other in the most delightful ways. Yet even though my logic and my love for him have really blossomed, there is still that part of me that, at times, digs in my heels and resists submitting. I hope to continue letting go of that side, without killing it completely, as it is still a part of who I am.